Many of you know that this year has been especially rough on me when it comes to my Crohn's Disease. I've been hospitalized four times already, had a drainage tube for three months, and I currently have at least two fistulas. I am in pain all of the time and am unable to work. All of this has taken a toll on my mind and my body. I have been hinting over the past few months about a Crohn's Disease inspired photo shoot. Well, I am finally posting it. I don't know why I waited so long. Fear? Maybe. We can't all pose in bikini's on the Mexican beach. I wanted to show the reality of Crohn's disease and what it does to your body. I didn't want to look pretty. These pictures were taken in January of this year, at the height of my most recent flare. I was down 20 lbs., had not bathed in 2 days, had no make-up on, and my hair was greasy and unbrushed. I'm sharing these photos to spread awareness about Crohn's Disease and how it affects those who suffer from it. I want to thank my husband for encouraging me to do this. I also want to thank photographer Anthony Lanza for understanding my goal, taking wonderful pictures, and stepping outside his comfort zone.
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| If you look closely you can see the bruises on my arms from I.V.'s and blood draws |
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| The dark spots on my legs are a symptom of Crohn's. They last for weeks and make it painful to walk. |
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| At the time I was on about a dozen different medications |
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| I dropped in weight to under 100lbs |
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| I had to use a cheat sheet to remember when and how many of each medication I needed to take. |
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| Scars on my chest from implanted port-a-caths |
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| My biggest supporter. I would not be able to get through this without my husband, Jeremy. This photo symbolizes the love and support he gives me in dealing with this disease. |
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| This photo really shows the weight loss. You could see every vertebrae in my back. |
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In this photo I tried to convey through my eyes 15 years of sickness.
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Please share these photos with anyone and everyone you know that is affected by or know's someone with Crohn's Disease. I have bounced back a little from the time that these pictures were taken, but the fight is still on going. I hope this helps some of you realize that you are not alone and you do not have to be alone. Share your struggles, share your fight. It helps you and it helps others. We are joined in our battle and one day we will win this war. Keep fighting rangers!!!!!
